Have you wonder before?

No one really recognize what you have done so much for him/her before
No one really appreciates
or rather
easily forgotten?
It's truly Jaw-dropping to think of how callous, how heartless a person can get
but oh well,
the only thing that you can console yourself is
the person is unworthy for you to think of
and
to ponder so much about "why things happened this way".

There are a million of questions that you have in your head
but the answers were unsearchable/unanswerable.
no matter how you think
you just don't understand how can this ever happen

and is the person inhumane?
or perhaps,
you met the wrong person in life.

Everything shall just be taken as an experience
"to learn to heed, to prevent the hit. "



P/s: will hide this post some days later... wouldn't want to infest my blog with unhappiness.