a year ago
a year after
within a year
it became another

..

ups and down
a moment ago, it can be as close as fats
a moment later, it can get as distant as ribs
you can't predict the next moment
that you think it's going to happen
but you ponder why it happened

..

i need a job
i want extra cash
by my own
but i can't
as i can't multi-task
with school
when i'm tired, I can't focus
i'm stupid
in the sense that
in the sense that
in the sense that
in the sense that
i don't know a lot of things

..

yada i'm just a stress ass in the street
the only thing that can make me sad is
when i couldn't grab hold of my emotions
but
what's there to feel about
what's there to worry about
what's there to think about
what's there to angry about
what's there to be sad about
what's there
in this world to feel about
and worse to think about how others think about you
you are who you are
you don't owe anyone anything except your parents
and don't be dumb enough to think about last life
it's either you or they
it's either you change or they compromise
if you can't change, they can't accept
go on your own way
simple enough
life has got to be practical
you are not born to see people's rubbish
receive people's attitude
bear with shits
and
cry to bed

yadaa, life is yours
be happy
that's why
i'm happy

thou I was feeling damn upset yesterday
about why my life is sad
fine
it's another day
be glad we live another day
.

smile
ask and you shall receive

xoxo